B’luru suicide: ‘Pour my ashes into gutter if harassers not found guilty’, reads goodbye letter
Bengaluru: A part of the suicide note left behind by a 34-year-old man who ended his life here on December 9, besides disclosing shocking details, also reveals his wish to get ashes poured into a gutter outside the court if those who harassed him are not found guilty.
Atul Subhas, 34, who was working with an automobile company here, allegedly committed suicide as a demand of Rs 3 crore was made for a divorce settlement. Subhash ended his life at his apartment in the early hours of Tuesday, leaving behind a 90-minute video and a 40-page-long death note, explaining how harassment by his wife Nikita Singhania and her family compelled him to take the extreme step.
The note left by him read: “If the court decides that the corrupt judge and my wife and other harassers are not guilty, then pour my ashes into some gutter outside the court. Don’t do my ‘asthi visarjan’ till my harassers get punished.”
However, the family collected the asthi from the Bengaluru crematorium on Wednesday where Atul’s final rites were conducted. The family stated that the ashes would be taken to Patna, from where the family originally hails from and it will be immersed into the river as per the traditions.
The suicide note, under the headline “Justice is Due”, addressing his 2-year-old child, read: “Now with me gone, there will not be any money to loot and I hope that they might start to look at the facts of the cases. Someday, you shall know the real face of your mother and her greedy family.
“I pray that they don’t devour you and your soul. I often laugh when I remember that I started saving money for a car when you go to college. Silly me. Remember this always that you don’t owe anything to anyone. Don’t trust the system.
“Both – the society and system want to feed off you. If my blood wins in you, you shall live, love and fight with all your heart and craft beautiful things and destroy problems with your mind. May you live with the confidence and pride I lived with. May you not turn out to be a socialist or communist leach which is the highest form of corruption i.e. corruption of soul. Goodbye, my son!”
Atul Subhash further listed out his last wishes in the note.
“All my case hearings should happen live and people of this country should know about my case and learn the terrible state of the legal system and misuse of law these women are doing.”
He also requested to allow the suicide note and videos as his statement and evidence.
“I fear that the judge might tamper with the documents, put pressure on witnesses and can adversely affect other cases. Based on my experience, the Bengaluru courts are relatively more law abiding than Uttar Pradesh courts. I request to run the cases in Karnataka in the interest of justice and keep her in the judicial and police custody in Bengaluru till the trial goes on,” the note read.
He further wrote: “Give the custody of my child to my parents who can raise him with better values. Don’t let my wife or her family come near my dead body. Give maximum punishment to my harassers though I don’t trust our legal system too much. If people like my wife are not put behind jail, they would be more emboldened and will put more false cases on other sons of society in the future.
“To wake up the judiciary and urge them to stop harassment of my parents and my brother in false cases. There shall be no negotiations, settlements and mediation with these evil people and the culprits must be punished.
“My wife (knife) should not be allowed to withdraw cases to escape punishment unless she explicitly accepts that she has filed false cases. I predict that my wife now starts bringing my child to court to gain sympathy which she didn’t do before to make sure that I can’t meet my child. I request the court to not allow this drama,” the note read.
“May be my old parents should formally ask for euthanasia from the courts if the harassment and extortion continue. Let’s formally kill the parents along with husbands of this country and create a black era in the history of the judiciary. Narratives won’t be controlled by the system anymore. Times have changed,” the ‘goodbye letter read.
He had also shared a link on X, tagging his video to CEO Elon Musk and US President-elect Donald Trump.
“A dead man is requesting Elon Musk and Donald Trump to save millions of lives from woke ideologies, abortion, DEI (diversity, equity, and inclusion) and restore freedom of speech in India. I will be dead when you read this. A legal genocide of men happening in India currently,” the suicide note read.